Saturday, May 6, 2017

Fearless

Fearless by Jasmine Murray Reflection

This song has been one that has resonated with me because fear is the base of most of my issues. Really, though, isn’t it the base of most of everyone’s issues? Fear pushes us into impulse choices and holds us back from taking new or bold steps. FOMO (fear of missing out) is actually a term from one of my media classes. It’s when businesses convince you to make a purchase quickly because if you don’t do it “right now” then you might not have the opportunity. Fear is a common thing, but we should not let it hamper our lives. There is so much more out there when we stop letting fear guide our lives. Fear is the opposite of faith. That quote, “Let your faith be bigger than your fear” is some of the best life advice you could follow.

I wake up, I feel it
Those fears are back again
Can't shake them, Can't make them
Ever fade, Ever end
Am I good enough, Do I measure up?
Feels like a war I can't win

But I wasn't given the spirit of fear
I was given the power of love
Everything I've been fighting against
I'm gonna lift it up

I wanna be fearless
No holding back, No backing down
Fearless
Because I believe You're with me now
Bring on the unknown, Lead me and I'll go
Come set me free
God, I want to be---fearless

These mountains, These giants 
Will fall at a single word
In Your name, In Your strength
I'm more than a conqueror

I won't be afraid
I'll call on Your name
I'll walk out in faith

{Verse one}  Waking up is hard. To try to help get me going, I set this as my alarm song for a while; then I would often catch myself singing it throughout the day. (Side note-if you want to try to make your days more positive, try waking up to a great song rather than a screeching alarm tone!) Whether you’ve had a good sleep or not, getting out of bed in the morning is usually not the highlight of your day. Nights can be rough. Though a great sleep is one of my simple pleasures, night time can also bring me trouble—I think too much, get leg cramps, or have indigestion and stomach aches, or have nightmares, for example. But the night always ends, and there is a new day. Some days are better than others, but some days you really just want to turn the alarm off, pull the covers back up, and not wake up for the foreseeable future. We’ve all had those times. However, when every day becomes a burden, and waking up literally brings you anxiety, that’s a bigger problem. Not wanting to ever get out of bed is one of the signs of depression. I have been there this year. I was exhausted, yet couldn’t sleep, had anxiety and dreams about having to wake up in the morning, and laid there half awake dreading the alarm time and the day to come. Every day was just another day of the same things, and I didn’t want to do it. I tried to have a positive attitude and make changes to make things better, but I just couldn’t get my spirits up. I put so much pressure on myself to meet my own expectations. No one else knew what I was doing or how I was “performing” or held me to any standards or made me do anything (Since I have been on my own not with a team the past several months), but I made myself; I had to keep going because I said so. I was in habits of each day being a certain way, and I didn’t want to see what would happen if it changed. There was the fear. Yeah, I was tired and miserable and obviously, something was wrong, but what would happen if I changed something? It sounds simple, but the mind is a powerful thing. The day-to-day routine and my own pressure on myself was the war I couldn’t seem to win.

Verse one verses:  Psalm 30:5; 2 Corinthians 4:16; 10:12;  Galatians 6:4; Exodus 14:4
(I am noting the scriptures that relate to the sections of the song here not to take up too much space, but I will put more words at the bottom.)

{Intro to chorus} But God does not give us a spirit of fear. He fills us with His love to see things that He wants us to make changes for and do what we need to do. Sometimes we need to stop fighting so hard and let go. I know I do. I am stubborn (get it from my momma!), so you bet I’m gonna fight for it, no matter how small the thing may be. Sometimes, fighting only beats yourself up. When we are being defeated in our own fight, we need to give it up to God.

Intro verses: Isaiah 41:13; 2 Timothy 1:7; Psalm 3:6, 23:4, 27:3; Ephesians 3:18; Deuteronomy 20:4; 1 John 5:4; 1 Corinthians 10:13, 15:57; Proverbs 21:31; Psalm 55:22, 121:1-2; 1 Peter 5:7

{Chorus} I want to live fearlessly! Be bold and powerful! Just listen to that beat. Doesn’t it make you want to bust a move and do something?! God doesn’t want us to be held back by things we are unafraid of or back down when things are uncertain. He is with us through all of it. He wins every battle and has every moment for us planned out for His victory. It can be good for things to be unknown because then we don’t have to worry about planning it. Just go with it. Easier said than done, I know. But when I do best in these situations is when I decide to embrace it as a challenge and an opportunity rather than something intimidating. Take what comes and work with it! Like I tell myself in uncertainty, “When it is out of my control, it is totally in God’s control.” Following where He leads, walking through the doors He opens, can be one of the most rewarding and fulfilling things if we decide to do it. God often leads us down paths that we would not choose on our own, but that is because He is all-knowing and perfect, and we are naive and make mistakes. When God is giving the hint to do something, trust Him. He can set us free from whatever may be holding us back.

Chorus verses: 1 John 4:18; Matthew 1:23; Hebrews 13:5; Genesis 28:15; Psalm 139:6, 119:105; Matthew 16:24; Proverbs 3:5-6; Psalm 31:4, 146:7; Luke 4:18; John 8:32, 36; Galatians 5:1; James 1:25

{Verse two and bridge} No matter how dumb you think it may sound to someone else, it is between you and God. He knows, understands, and made you uniquely you. It may seem like something small or irrelevant to others, something they don’t give a second thought to, but for you it is big. That happens with me. Considering I’m a runner, lots of things bother me that other people have never even heard of or care about. Example: Extra credit or other various events on campus tended to be at or after dinner time, and many fun things didn’t start until late. Sure the majority of people would attend or participate all gung-ho, but there I would be thinking, “That’s dinner time! I gotta eat! Or I’m going to be in bed before that even starts!” Others would just sleep in if they were tired or stayed up late, but I would get up to run. People are just wired differently, and that is okay. That’s how God made us. We all have our own mountains to climb and our own giants to face. When we make it about Him rather than about us (which is how it is supposed to be anyways), He will guide, provide, and do things that we could not imagine. With Him on our side, we have nothing to fear.

Verse two and bridge verses: Matthew 17:20; Job 9:5; Luke 4:32; Hebrews 4:12; Matthew 8:27; John 14:13-14, 15:16, 16:23-24; 1 Peter 4:11; Romans 8:37, 31; 2 Corinthians 5:7

Again, simpler said than done, but with God there is nothing to fear. We just have to commit our minds and hearts to it. Remember that “The Lord God is a sun and shield, bestows favor and honor; no good thing does He withhold from those who walk uprightly.” Psalm 84:11


I realize that altogether that is a ton of verses, so here are a few from each section/topic. Otherwise, opening up your Bible is a good idea.

“…weeping may remain for a night, but joy comes in the morning.” Psalm 30:5

“For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, love, and self-discipline.” 2 Timothy 1:7

“…I will fear no evil, for You are with me…” Psalm 23:4

“There is no fear in love, but perfect love drives out fear…” 1 John 4:18

“…they will call Him Immanuel, which means ‘God with us.’” Matthew 1:23

“If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow Me.” Matthew 16:24

“It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm then…” Galatians 5:1

“If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘move from here to there’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.” Matthew 17:20

“What kind of a man is this? Even the wind and waves obey Him!” Matthew 8:27

“You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit—fruit that will last. Then the Father will give you whatever you ask in My name.” John 15:16


“In all things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.” Romans 8:37

Saturday, April 8, 2017

It's Not Over Yet

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(March 29th-April 4th)
Throughout this year, I have been constantly filled with things that God has shown me and spoken to me, and I have felt so compelled to share. That’s what I love to do, why I chose my major (Communications-journalism and new media). I’ve done my best to verbally share it every chance I get, but I haven’t taken much time to blog at all in the past year or so, but it is a great way for me to share more than the few words of a Tweet or the caption of an Instagram post. I know that God has given me all this to share and the desire to do so to bring Him glory, and I don’t want to waste these opportunities.

One of the strongest ways God speaks to me is through songs. I can find encouragement through the lyrics that I hear on stations like KLove and Air1, but when I go back and really look at them, I can relate it back to Biblical truth. It is amazing how these artists can take their talents and apply it to God and real life like they do. There are some songs that I literally think were written about me.

Last week I was having one of my worst weeks. I was lonely, unmotivated, and feeling physically and mentally exhausted. I didn’t want to do anything and was miserable. I wanted this school year to be over so bad. I didn’t know how I was going to make it through another month and a week. I ended up going home for the weekend on Friday afternoon after being so indecisive all day and having a few mental breakdowns. Literally on the way home I almost turned around twice. (Once I got there, I had a wonderful weekend, though!) So many great songs came on the radio that were very relative to my life, so I kept them in my mind to go back and look at more later. This is one of those songs! However, instead of keeping it to myself, I want to share it. If it uplifts me, I hope it uplifts you. What good are God’s love and blessings to us if we keep it to ourselves?

It’s Not Over Yet
(Excerpts)
They are inside your head, you’ve got a voice that says
You won’t get past this one; you won’t win your freedom
It’s like a constant war, and you wanna settle that score
But you’re bruised and beaten, and you feel defeated
This goes out to the heaviest heart
Oh, to everyone who’s hit their limit
Even when you think you’re finished
Keep on fighting, hope is rising
Out of the dark, into the light
Never give in, never give up, it’s not over yet
Time to put it in your past
Feel the winter leaving, it’s redemption season
Long live the young at heart
Cheers to a brand new start
We’re revived and breathing to live a life of freedom
Until the kingdom comes
We’ll run til the race is won
Don’t you ever give up, no never give up

My mind is my own worst enemy. I think about things way too much. I always compare myself to myself at different times in my life and set standards that I have to meet, always trying to outdo myself. Anything less isn’t good enough. I feel like I can’t get away sometimes, and it can drive me crazy. I look back at other times in my life and where I am now, and I feel like I am stuck and can never be “normal” again or escape whatever challenge is on my mind at the time. (But Philippians 3:13-14 tells us not to look at the past, but to focus on the future that God has for us.) That little voice that tells me “I’m not normal,” “I can’t do this” and whatever else, is the devil trying to use my own mind against me. I’m always going back and forth (if you don’t know me well, I am one of the most indecisive people you will ever meet) with choices, emotions, progress and changes, good days and bad ones, positivity and dread. I want to stay in the light and make lasting changes for good, but sometimes I get so far down physically and emotionally, I feel like I can’t go on. I feel like there’s no hope. A heavy heart is definitely something I can say I have had at times this past year. (Psalm 43:5, 34:18)

I’ve felt like I’ve hit my limit sometimes. By the time last week ended, I was there. I was so emotionally and physically drained, I didn’t know how I was going to make it through the rest of the school year. I couldn’t take it anymore. I didn’t know what to do with my life, couldn’t think straight, couldn’t even cry! My emotions had gotten to the point of affecting my physical performance in running and my energy levels, too, which then made me more upset, and the cycle went around. I was afraid I was done, and I wouldn’t be happy or feel good again, like I had gotten too far under.

BUT I know I have to keep fighting (1 Timothy 6:12). There is hope. This darkness we go through will not last (Psalm 30:5). There is always light the day after night (Ephesians 5:8). God tells us “Be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded (2 Chronicles 15:7).” Any hard time we come to is not the end. In the midst of struggle, it’s not over yet (1 Peter 1:3-9 is one of my favorites, as well as Romans 8:18-21 and 2 Corinthians 4:16-18).

We all have things we have been through that we wish we could change. I know I sure do. I’ve spent so much time in despair and tears over opportunities I’ve wasted and bad choices I’ve made. We all do. It’s okay to mess up. What’s not okay is dwelling on those mistakes. They are good to learn from but bad to carry around as a burden (Isaiah 43:18-19). God wants to use our mistakes to build us, while Satan wants to use them to tear us down and hold us back from growing and sharing the light of love (Hebrews 12:11, Proverbs 3:11-12, 1 Peter 5:8). We can’t change the past, so we need to let it go. Winter leaving? Literally and figuratively! I am loving this warm weather we’ve been having lately…and that I have come back this week feeling so mentally and physically refreshed. It’s time to be redeemed (Psalm 103:4). With Easter in just a couple weeks, that’s even more applicable, for we will celebrate Jesus dying to redeem us from our sins! However, we have this redemption any and all the time. Embrace the fact that Jesus has wiped away our shortcomings and given us the opportunity to take on new and full life (Romans 8:1-2).

He gives us a new, young, joyful heart that can live for eternity (Ezekiel 36:26-27). Celebrate these opportunities as a new start! I know my parents and I are. Not every “new start” has to be a physical milestone, but some can be. For me, I am rejoicing that I get to start at a new school with new coaches and a new team and new classes. It’s like starting college all over again, but I am so grateful to be able to start fresh. New starts can be made any day at any time (2 Corinthians 5:17, Ephesians 4:24, Colossians 3:10). We just have choose to make the change, delight in the Lord’s work, and go with the flow (Deuteronomy 30:19). (I don’t flow very well, but that is something I have been working on.)

Now this week I have come back to school with a better attitude, a positive and renewed spirit (Job 22:23, 33:25, Isaiah 38:16). Along with a better mindset, my body has felt so much better, too. I am sleeping better, I have energy, and I am enjoying each day more. I know I can live a life of freedom (2 Corinthians 3:17, Galatians 5:1, Ephesians 3:12). It will be tough at times, but I can do it. Just having a positive attitude makes a huge difference on how you feel physically as well as mentally (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18). It may sound unrealistic, “mind over matter,” but it is a real thing! When you truly believe something in your heart, it will spread to the rest of your life (Proverbs 4:23).

As Christians, we have the ultimate goal of Jesus coming again or us going to Him first. Either way, we are looking forward to a place where we will never have to deal with those negative voices, things holding us back, pain, defeat, darkness, or any other negative thing (Revelation 21:4). We can persevere no matter where we are in life knowing that the race we are running (game we are playing, walk we’re taking, river we’re rowing…whatever life comparison you want to make!) will be won when we see Jesus (Philippians 3:13-14, 1 Corinthians 15:57, James 1:12) . Every day and every moment is getting closer to that time (1 Peter 4:7). Following God’s gameplan and the Savior’s strategy, we can’t lose—unless we give up (Galatians 6:9). Never give up (Luke 21:19). God never gives up on us (Deuteronomy 31:6, Romans 8:28).

Saturday, February 4, 2017

The Body Issue (ESPN Magazine Feature)

I am in a communications major class right now called Cross Cultural Communication, and each week we have a paper to write on a given subject. This week was a "cultural moment" which could be a huge variety of things! I chose ESPN's Body Issue magazine. I wanted to share my paper with you all because this was an assignment I found very interesting!

The Body Issue
            This title of an annual edition of ESPN magazine could be taken in two ways: one as in an issue of a magazine, the other as an enticing topic. People are self-conscious about their bodies and observant of those around them, much more now than in the past due to the increasing use of social media, societal standards, and comparison issues that so many people develop, especially women. Since 2009, ESPN has produced an issue of their magazine focusing on athletes from all varieties of sports’ bodies by using basically nude photos staged to look “attractive” and reflect their sport as well as each athlete’s confidence as a person.
            The first Body Issue was released on October 9, 2009, featuring three male and three female athletes posing on and off the field in their respective sports. They were either naked with their private body parts strategically covered or in minimal clothing. The magazine still contained the usual sports coverage, but also added another section of more athletes in their birthday suits. Many of the athletes who were asked to participate did so willingly, while some even reached out to ESPN hoping to be included. Different covers were sold, but the magazine featuring Serena Williams was the top seller. The reasoning behind this new feature for the ESPN magazine was an attempt to regain revenue after the financial crises of the previous years which had decreased their ad revenue by 24 percent. It was also intended to rival the highly popular Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Issue and showcase all body types. The outcome was a huge success, bringing in double sales. Ever since this year, they have continued to produce an annual Body Issue. Throughout the years, some of the most prominent athletes in their respective sports have participated including Dwight Howard (NBA), Lolo Jones (track), Shawn Johnson (Olympic gymnastics), Ryan Hall (Olympic marathon), Ron Gronkowski (NFL), Candace Parker (WNBA), and Emma Coburn (team USA running) among many others.
            These highly revealing photos of some of the most talented, respected, and/or looked up to athletes can be highly controversial. Though the private areas are covered, the photos reveal much more skin and body than is usually displayed, even in swimsuits. The pictures are intended to draw attention to their bodies, which can make both the athlete posing and those looking at it uncomfortable. Over the years, body image has become an increasingly touchy subject as eating disorders, self-harm, self-esteem, and the like have become a dark cloud behind the scenes of social media. Although the athletes who posed agreed to do so, this could still lead them to feel like they have to look a certain way, especially if millions of people are going to see almost every square inch of their body. From the perspective of the readers, they will see these athletes who are the most elite, ornamented, and successful at what they do, and think that that is the ideal way to look. The problem with that is that they are the most elite, ornamented, and successful in their field, and their lives revolve around their fitness and sport. This is a tiny percentage of the population, and they have these body types by very specific training by professionals. They are in this shape for seasons, but know they cannot maintain that forever. Bodies need a break, and these elites are elite; that’s what most people overlook. Seeing the Body Issue has potential to give people body issues.
            On the other hand, not all the athletes pictured are like those elite runners, swimmers, gymnasts, etc. who have super lean and thin frames. Other athletes such as some football and baseball players and wrestlers, etc. have larger body frames, which can be beneficial in what they do. These people who posed for the magazine embraced their bodies and showed off what they had along with those athletes of smaller size. It did not matter to them if they carried around a little extra weight; sometimes it even helped them with their success! They were proud of who they were and did not feel pressure to change to show themselves to the world. These people could be admired for their confidence in who they are rather than what they look like. This could be a great influence to others in the world who feel insecure in their bodies and like they need to change to be a success. Seeing the most successful athletes happy with their bodies the way they are can encourage people in the audience to feel confident in themselves, too.
            The most recent edition of The Body Issue (2016) brought NBC to do an interview with the athletes on how they felt about participating. These athletes shared things about their lives to be an encouragement to others. Dwayne Wade from the Chicago Bulls admitted that he has struggled with insecurity his whole life, especially about his outie belly button, until just recently. Antonio Brown from the Pittsburgh Steelers has always been small and judged for his size at his position of wide receiver, but uses this as greater motivation to work hard and stay healthy. Nzingha Prescod, an Olympic fencer, is self-conscious yet proud about her curves and muscles and wants to inspire other women to feel the same way (http://www.nbcnews.com/news/nbcblk/athletes-share-insecurities-inspiration-espn-body-issue-n605251).  In another interview, Wade also acknowledged that situations like this cause athletes and others in the world to experience more fear and insecurity from being judged by people (https://mic.com/articles/147977/espn-body-issue-2016-celebrates-all-athletic-body-types-here-are-the-photos#.N3TO0w7FQ). ESPN also posted a blog addressing some of the photos and videos that were released on their website from the Body Issue that were taken offensively and considered to have gone too far. People are supportive of the fact that ESPN is seeking to celebrate all forms of athletes’ bodies, but they are not okay with the amount of nudity that has come out to the public recently (http://www.espn.com/blog/ombudsman/post/_/id/723/espn-loosens-standards-with-treatment-of-body-issue-photos).

            Over the past year, especially coming to college and places where people are more open and honest, I have seen that there are many more people affected by body image, comparison, social media, communication, self-esteem, and so many more emotional and mental problems that can greatly hamper the enjoyment of life. Seeing so many things released on the internet, television, and print that would not be considered acceptable in previous years (and not easily accessible if they were there) has shown me just how fast society is changing and accepting more and more things that would have previously been rejected. All these things now brought to light can make people very uncomfortable and set unrealistic expectations for themselves and the world. Sometimes this greater exposure provides great encouragement to the people in the world who are not living the lives of fame, but I can also see the negative and disturbances that can come from any event that begins with a positive idea. As the body issue began as a way to promote ESPN and athletes of all varieties, it can also bring insecurity to those in and reading the magazine.

Tuesday, January 31, 2017

Power of Prayer

It has been so long since I have made any blog posts, and I have really missed it. Time has just flown by so quickly. I always have homework to do or something to study, and I am one of those people who is afraid that I am not doing something that I should. However, I have had so many things lately that I wish I could share but just haven't. Don't worry; I might write a book one day. (I had a class where we had to create a themed blog, but it had to be Wordpress, so I used it to share a few things that God was working in last semester)

God has been more evident to me this year than ever before in my life. I have felt Him speak and move in ways like never before. Part of this, I believe, is because I have been through some really tough stuff. This has been the hardest few months of my life in every way. A quote that has always stuck with me and has become so much more meaningful is "When God is all you have, you'll realize He's all you need." When you come to a place where you feel so down, discouraged, lonely, and hopeless, and you turn to God, He will be there for you. He always has, always is, and always will be. "Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever." Hebrews 13:8 When things are uncertain, we can know that He is the one thing that we can trust. 

One of the main things that I have experienced this year is the power of prayer. It is indescribable. Prayer isn't just to praise God or to ask Him for things. It is a chance for us to be totally honest in ways that we wouldn't tell other people for shame, embarrassment, confusion, fear, or many other reasons. God understands when we don't know the words to say. He still loves us no matter what we have or haven't done. When we pray like this, it is humbling. It softens our hearts. When we truly mean what we pray, God is so responsive.

We can't just sit back and hope everything works out. We have to use this prayerful heart to also ask for help to be willing. We can't do it on our own, and God won't do everything for us. We have to work together. We have to ask God to show us what we need to do, give us the opportunities to make a difference, make the right choices, etc, and for Him to give us the eyes and heart to see the opportunities that He puts in our path...and then the willingness and courage to act on them! We must have faith to follow even when it is something we are not comfortable with. For things to change, things have to change. Things aren't easy, but when we act on something we feel God leading us to do, once we take those steps, we can feel Him there with us.

This isn't to say that we can pray all these selfish things that we want and if we really want them we will get them. No, this is humbly accepting that we are nothing without God and submitting our failures and hopes to Him so that He can use them to make us fully useful to bring Him glory. When God is at work, it brings a joy that has no comparison. 

Day after day, I am amazed at how I am directly seeing God answer my prayers. Examples? I'd love to talk to you.

Speaking of prayer, a wonderful thing that I've been doing each day is a little devotion from the church I have been going to here in Nashville, Ethos. It is a one-month focus on prayer. I gotta tell you, it has been exactly on point, and God is responding big time.

I can't put words to describe all the amazing things that I feel coming from the Lord, but these are some verses that I want to share to go along with this. I hope it encourages you in whatever your situations may be. No struggle is too much for God. No matter where you are, what you're feeling, just go to God.

Let these words sink in and let your heart fill up.

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." Matthew 7:7

"If you believe, you will receive what you ask for in prayer." Matthew 21:22

"And I will do whatever you ask in My name, so that the Father may be glorified...You may ask Me for anything in My name, and I will do it." John 14:13-14

"If you remain in Me and My words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples." John 15:7-8

"...Very truly I tell you, my Father will give you whatever you ask for in My name...Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete." John 16:23-24

"This is the confidence that we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us." 1 John 5:14

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

"Life in Christ got me finished like I crossed the line"

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"Life in Christ got me finished like I crossed the line."  -Tedashii, Dum Dum

This track season was crazy and quite a struggle at times, but I learned a lot. God spoke to me so many time in so many ways, and I had some adventures, too!  I wanted to share a lot of this stuff along the way, but didn't have time to go in depth, only sharing some on Instagram, Twitter, and talking to people. Now I want to go back and share some of the highlights that I remember and wrote down!

Sewers lucky to have good weather most of the time this season. This was one of our first meets, and it was hot and sunny, just how I like it!  And this hot chick right behind me is Harper Russell, who I have actually raced against since we were in elementary/middle school. She was only a freshman this year, but seems so much older. I was also used to her competing up in age groups because she's that good. She has multiple age group records at all kinds of races and distances including nationals. You should totally check her out online, Twitter, Instagram, etc, becausee not only is she fast and beautiful, but she is humble and has an awesome testimony for the Lord.
Of course being someone who loves to sleep, my race is second to last, and I have to stay to the end of every meet. By the time I cool down after the race, most people are gone. (The 4x400 is last, but goes by quickly). So unless it's a race that starts midday, I'm usually eating dinner when I'm usually sleeping and I haven't even had a shower yet!
Late race nights at home meets like this are also great nights for leftover dinners...and I LOVE leftovers!  And a great time for some (almost) recovery chocolate milk!  After working hard, your body is craving all the fuel it can get back in it.
My shoes do not match at all, but I had to get new ones for track be issue I let the mud rust and get stuck in the spikes of my other shoes to the point where plied couldn't get the spikes out. Dad tried and they broke. First pair that was not black and pink becomes we couldn't find them online anywhere!  Good thing tracks usually aren't muddy considering that pretty white material.
After races I'm always craving something meaty-fruity-veggie, usually chickfila, and that tends to be where we go. That salad is my favorite. It also works out that since its usually so late, we can go there and it still be open for a few minutes. However, we have had to literally run in restaurant before and get leftovers as they were preparing to close. And when all else fails, I can also get some ice cream, yogurt, and more fruit and granola.
First the joke was that Blaine was wearing a shirt that wasn't "American," but then I loved the Cookie Monster on it and thought it went perfect with my brand I ambassador, Lenny and Larry's!  Just like their chocolate chip protein cookies!  Thanks to Blaine and the boys for modeling and helping me out.
While Dad and I were in Colorado for spring break, it was right in the middle of track season. Skiing out there is a workout in itself, but I wanted to experience it all. Each morning I went down to the fitness room and got in a progression run ending with an all-out sprint, as well as some biking. I couldn't run outside on my own, but that's the plan for one day!  Talk about feeling lightheaded when you stop! However, it was so refreshing!

I got this crafty idea from my old teammate Haylea, since the numbers are so plain, save them and decorate them!
I actually got to steeplechase twice this season!  It is so different than any other racing, obviously, but it works you so hard. Since I'm just a high schooler and I never get to practice, my body is not used to that at all, and the soreness is unreal after a steeple race!  I'm exhausted all week!  But it's such a fun experience. I'm pretty good at it too, considering I never get to practice. I guess it's just from being so adventurous and climbing everything I could throughout my childhood
Around this time, I came across a really cool sermon series on the internet from a pastor out there somewhere that he titled Eating:  How Good It Is!  that related all kinds of scripture to how we can parallel it to our lives both spiritually and physically.  There are all sorts of his messages on the website I linked if you want to check it out!
One of my favorite things I got from it was not necessarily new to me at all, but just makes so much since.  Even if you don't exercise, I'm sure you've heard "garbage in, garbage out," and that's pretty much true for anything.  Like our bodies need good fuel to give us energy and keep us healthy and give us strength to make it through the toughest days and be able to recover, our minds and spirits need the same thing.  There are so many passages about things of God bringing health and peace and joy (Proverbs 17:22, 3:8, "they are life to those who find them, and health to one's whole body" Prov 4:22, and many more).  Take it from one who has been literally sick from stress and anxiety in the past, many times God is the only thing that can keep you going; you just have to give up your own worries and look up to His power!  When you are filled with anger, worry, uncertainty, or any little thing, it will come out in your life.  Others will see the negativity, and you will surely feel it.  Don't let Satan in, and the sins he tempts will be less likely to come out.  Keep Jesus in your mind and heart, and His light will fill you with wonderful feelings and His light will flow out!   Same with your physical body:  sleep enough, eat healthy, be positive, your feelings and performance will correspond.
However, we can't try too hard to do all the right things to make us the best we can be.  Yes, we should try to take in the right fuel, but we also have to balance that with faith.  We are not in control.  Ultimately, God is in control, and if He wanted us to set a world record after 3 nights of no sleep and eating a bunch of pizza, it could happen.  But we have a responsibility to take care of what He has given us so then we can be used to our potential ("guard what has been entrusted to your care"  1 Timothy 6:20).  We can't fret too much, but trust that He will give us all the strength that we need at just the right time.
Selfie by Sarah.
"Do not hold back...your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly appear...He will satisfy your needs and strengthen your frame...if you honor the Lord's day..you will find your joy in the Lord."  (parts of Isaiah 58)
I love this whole chapter!  If you are down in any way, this is one of the most uplifting passages that I have found.
I love this picture of Rachel and me!  I was so proud of her.  She is one of the hardest workers I know.  She is so determined and will never give up no matter how much pain she is in.  She's been through so many injuries and hard times, but she is always ready to give it her all.  She's got natural ability, and I can't wait to see what all she can really do.  This was her first steeplechase (sorry about these weather conditions), and we were the only two racing, but I was SO PROUD of her for getting out there!
What a day this was. Not really a good race day, but an experience. Yeah, I won two races, but they weren't good times. I was basically on my own, and it was 30 degrees, with over 20 mph winds. Oh AND this was the other race I went to with steeplechase. Can you believe that I-the most cold-natured-did it. Well, I did. And it wasn't that bad.
I love seeing this on the stadium at a public school. Preach it. It also inspired me. I did my best and God blessed the weekend.


Why was the weekend so blessed?  Because I got to race and spend it with my church group!  I hadn't gotten to go to the spring girls retreat the past several years because of track meets far away from Gatlinburg, but this year weather cancelled all the ones in the other direction, so we ended up at the meet in Sevierville, just down the road pretty much!  That was how I knew God for sure wanted me to be able to go on this last girls retreat. I'm so glad I did.
(I'll share more on that later.)
"Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work.  If one falls down, his friend can help him up."  Ecclesiastes 4:9-10
Through every aspect of my life, since kindergarten, Katlyn has been one of my closest friends.  Her family literally accepts me as another child of their own.  We have made the joke that we are perfect for each other because she keeps me loose, and I keep her from losing things!
I'm going to miss having KH by my side, but we will always have each other in our hearts and prayers!

One thing that I'm kind of known for around town now is planning fun runs with my friends (or just myself when no one can or will go with me), and I started one in previous years with the track team!  We would meet at TCBY after school and run out and back on the road from there to give us some new scenery and of course the frozen yogurt. It also provides a great team activity besides just the track.
Weather was starting to warm up for good, and I took a Sunday afternoon to the park!  I really hadn't been there in what seemed like forever. Maybe just a time or two since the fall. After having lots of not-so-good runs, this afternoon was so refreshing and I felt so rejuvenated!  All the way home I was jamming to my Jesus music in the jeep, so glad that He had blessed me with this afternoon. One thing I've really embraced this year is appreciating the good times all the more in light of the bad ones.
Fear. The root of all stagnation. 
When we (I'm assuming most people can say this) fear, we don't want to change. We don't want to go out of our comfort zone. So we keep things the way they are. Fear holds me back so much, and it hurts my own progress in every way!  Fear also hurts The Lord, because when we fear, we aren't having faith. My goal for this race was to let go of that fear and just RUN!  What had used to be so fun was more often than not a burden, but it shouldn't be that way. We should not let Satan take away our joy. 
"For the Spirit God gave us is not a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-discipline." 2 Timothy 1:7
God is love (1 John 4:16), and there is no fear in love (1 John 4:18). 
They say that sports are a huge amount mental, and I totally agree. My best races are those where I am happy, free, excited to be using what God gave me.


Conference time!  And what a beautiful day it was, in more than one way!  
I like these Saturday meets because I get to sleep in more than normal. My body is also much more ready to go in the afternoons than in the mornings, one thing I prefer over cross country. 
This year conference was at Cherokee. The sun was blazing, quite windy and humid, but I love the heat! (Wind, ha no.) This meet literally took forever. They started almost two hours late. But we made it through and that's what mattered. 
Another awesome thing from this day:  we actually won conference!  It's always a battle between us and Jeff, but this year, it came down to the literal last race, but we pulled it out!
Crazy things happen. We don't understand, but that's how God works. His plans are beyond what we can comprehend. No matter how hard we try, sometimes we just aren't ourselves-way low or way high!  Though I felt shaky before the starts because of the heat and schedule throwing my meals off, God didn't care. He wanted me to have this opportunity to enjoy my last conference meet and get to have an impact for others. I am always amazed at how many strangers talk to me and know me. This is a blessing and opportunity to do what I always want to do, but I can't waste it. Even when I fail on my own, I can say that God lifts me up. This day He gave me the strength to run one of my best 1600s of the year as well as beat my own conference record in the 3200. Ask me before that if I thought I would break my record and I wouldn't have said even close. But God let me fly!  I felt so good and just kept getting faster every lap!  Had I known I would've been able to increase my pace, I would've gone even faster at the start!  Haha!  Even my cool down felt good.

This is Izzy, and he is so cool.  I don't think we even met before this year, but he would always come up to me in the hallway making jokes about how we were going to race sometime.  He's a sprinter and hurdler, so I don't think there's really any comparison!  He always has a smile on his face and is building others up.  I'm so glad we got to know each other this year, and I can't wait to see how he continues to improve his senior year!  (He is also a great football player.)  He went to track state in 3 events this season!  Although he is so good, it's not about him.  He's so humble and has such a heart for the Lord.  I love seeing him encourage others and even received so much encouragement from him myself.  I'm so thankful for all the huge hugs and cheers for me before, during, and after the races...not just to run my best, but to trust God and do it for His glory.
Things just kept coming to me that I was filled and overflowing with joy in the Lord, I just couldn't talk enough!  On that cool down, I thought of the verse 1 Peter 1:6-9, "In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little time you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials.  These have come so that your faith...may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory, and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed...you are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls."
I'll let those verses do the explaining for my feelings! 
No matter what is happening now or has happened in the past, have faith; God will never let you down if you wait on Him.
I had also been feeling like things were so falling into place, me finding my joy and purpose in just being happy in Him no matter what was going on around me, and trying to make the most of this last little hoorah of high school.  A couple songs got in my head on that note that day, too.:  Hello My Name Is and Grace Wins (because of the amazing grace that I sing of; no more letting little things get to me, but rising back up!)  Redeemed by Big Daddy Weave also filled my head!  (Life is full of struggles that easily distract us from the good things, but we have to remember to just relax because God has already fought the ultimate battle for us.  We are redeemed and free!)
I also tend to have great thoughts come to me when I'm laying in bed, then I usually write them down or tweet them.  Corresponding to another song I was thinking of, No Longer Slaves, I quoted Paston Dean @preachinfool "Only God can change a slave into a warrior." and Galatians 4:7 where the words to that song came from "You are no longer a slave, but a son..."

We have this little restaurant in Jefferson city called el paraiso, and it's some really good Mexican food!  There isn't much around Cherokee, but mom found this not far down the road, and turns out it is one of the same!  You know I can't turn down post-race Mexican. The signs guiding you to the restrooms cracked me up. Good thing that wasn't true because I also can't turn down post-race bathrooms, and I had already done my miles for the day. Sonic was the dessert stop on the way home!  I was so hungry after that long hot day, and the new flavors for the season had just come out, making my decision too tough to settle on one, so I got two small ones.
Hey look!  More faith over fear!  This verse I chose for the race came to me thanks to a friend from school who posted it on Twitter that morning. 
Habakkuk 3:18-19 "Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior. The Sovereign Lord is my strength; He makes my feet like the feet of a deer, He enables me to tread on the heights."
This is what I really find joy in from racing.  Not so much racing, but the opportunities that I get to share my testimony.  I have found that changing my focus from my performance to His praise changes everything else, too.
Waking up the next morning before church I was also sent a refreshing reminder through my Bible Gateway app verse of the day:  "Lord, You establish peace for us; all that we have accomplished You have done for us."  Isaiah 26:12
One week until region.  It was a rough week.  Crazy school stuff going on as things wrapped up, practices uncertain each day, too, no details on all those-a whole thing to themself!  But as the week went on, I wore out.  Just knowing that it was all almost over kept me going.
Over my years of running track, the competition has gotten so much better!  I knew that I really wanted to qualify for state of course, but that it's not a given for anyone. 

My verse for this day was 2 Corinthians 8:11-12
"Now finish the work so that your eager willingness to do it may be matched by your completion of it according to your means.  For if the willingness is there, the gift is acceptable according to what one has, not according to what one does not have."

And that's what I gave-all I had.  That's all God asks for.  He doesn't judge us on the things that we can't change!  He doesn't compare us to others!  He only looks at how we use what He has given us.  All He wants is for us to want to serve Him.
Though I felt like a failure after the 1600, I did all I could with what I had, so that was alright with God, even though it wasn't satisfying to me.  ***Never be ashamed of an off day if you are giving your best!***
By the 3200, I started out on a PR pace feeling like I had all the energy in the world, but I slowed some, but had enough to hold on to a great finish with some amazing girls.  We're more like teammates than competition.


I am also known for finding and picking up money, and this one was special!  Though the day really stressed me out, I felt God at work. I had said that if He wanted me to race the 1600 it would happen, and if not, so be it. However, I also began to doubt my chances in the 3200. But I was surrounded by such great encouragement both in the race and the stands. It was a heck of a race. Not my best, but pretty good!  I was also happy for the girls who beat me and ran new prs!  That's a great feeling. The top four finishers get to go on to state, and 4th is what I got. And I was thrilled. No, it wasn't like my region totaled and records, but it was enough to get me to state. 
I promised God, praying so hard, that if He carried me through, I would do everything I could to make myself as ready as I could be for whatever comes my way!
That night a little rhyme came to me:
Not my best race, but I qualified by God's grace.
And that is my testimony.  That is why God gives us grace-so we can share it with the world.


This was the biggest group we have ever taken to the state track meet!  Region was a great day for so many qualifying in multiple events!
Anther schedule change this year was that the state meet didn't fall the day after we got out of school, so we didn't get to miss any days. However, we did get to make more of a trip out of it, going down another day early so we could hang out.

My roommates for the trip were Tiffany and McKenna, a freshman and a sophomore both on their first trip to the state meet. It was so much fun being in a room with them!  They were excited and nervous, but it was a blessing for me to get to share this time with them. I'm really glad I got to know Tiffany better (McKenna was also on the cross country team), and realize that she has an amazing growing faith and heart for the Lord, too!
This hotel left mint patties and an elephant waiting to welcome us when we got there the first night!
On the extra time that we had, we had fun, that's for sure. Katlyn, Emily, and I were just so giddy to be almost done with all things high school. Though it's tough racing at state, it was so much more exciting knowing it was our last race and trip as teammates. 
I also got to make friends with some of the shorter distance people that we don't see as much because our training is so different!  I got Jade to braid my hair one afternoon. (Can't wait till college and I'll have people to braid my hair all the time!). Just going to say that Jade is one of the most beautiful girls I have met and needs no makeup or dressing up to make her that way!  She is just filled with the Lord and it shines out. Her talent is also so impressive for her age and experience, and I can't wait to see how far she can go. (***Find out more at the bottom of this post-she took it all the way down under, Australia, that is.)
After breakfast the first morning, we took a trip to Siegel High School to shake out on the track, practice handoffs, hurdles, etc. It actually came a bit of a downpour, our luck, but we were okay. At least it wasn't cold, and it wasn't race day!
This is one of my favorite pictures from the trip!
 
Lunch time made me so happy. Not just because it was food with friends, but Panera Bread!  I love that place, and my parents can't stand it, so I never get to go. I like cute cafe-like places, and they do not at all. Mmm was that salad and soup tasty!  
*But what made the meal was my drink. I. Love. Flavored. Tea. 
When I ordered I didn't know that they had all these, so I just got water. But then when I saw all tha was at the drink table, I went up to the "finished food" counter and asked if I could pay them for a drink since I had already placed my order. While they were about to help me, a manager gave me a cup and said not to worry about it; just get one!  Made my day!  It's the little things that people do. It impacts and inspires.
Dinner that night also made me happy because it was a place on my bucket list!  Sanders asked the senior girls for dinner suggestions, and Pollo Tropical was mine!  It's kind of like all those Tex-Mex/Americanized Mexican places that I group as my favorite, but has a bit different menu. You can get the Mexican stuff, but they also have chicken dinners, different sides, and stuff like that. It was also decorated so beachy inside!  Very tropical..fitting. They also have the salsa-yourself station like at Moe's which gives it a level-up in my opinion. I was also a fan of their own hot sauce, 'tropical heat.'  The picture of our table, Katlyn, Jessica, and me is another one of my trip-toppers. 
After dinner was a struggle trying to convince the coaches that walking around Target for 20 minutes would not ruin our lives, but actually help us stay loose and give us some entertainment and snacks, too. We finally ended up at Target for some quick shopping!
Now this one is my favorite. We had a party for our last night. All the girls went up to one room to hang out and snack. It was silly yet emotional at the same time. We goofed off, but also talked about how we were sad that this was our last time staying the night as teammates before a race!  We really love each other and all the experiences we have been through together. Though we hate the pain, we've been there for each other, and we have grown!  That's what counts!  I'll never forget my B times 3!
That night and the next morning got intense. It was the day. My last race. Excitement, nerves, and so much filled my mind!  I'd been through 4 years and changed and learned so much!  I've come to see that there is SO much more to running for me than just running. God has sent me every trial, success, and failure to teach me things so that I can come to know Him better as well as help others learn from my experiences. This song kind of sums that up. I have made so many mistakes and wasted so many opportunities, but I realize that. I've tried to do things on my own, and that doesn't work. But without all the crap, I wouldn't really know Christ. Now I know, and I'm ready to put it all together and use it better. 



  This was one of my phone app verses of the day race morning. It's always so much pressure on me to make my parents proud, and this verse was just that-go make em proud!  Continental breakfasts can be simple, yet so satisfying. The muscle milk was my addition, but the fresh fruit, coffee, and fruit loops were theirs. I even used the protein shake as my creamer and milk, and it was way better than milk. 
I love our 4x800 girls!  They are so funny!  On the way there, they decided to all split one banana as a symbol of their togetherness!
The state meet is always part of the Spring Fling at MTSU and surrounding venues, and Murfreesboro is crazy. Basically every spring sport has their championships all at one time in one place. For track, there is basically this one restaurant close to the track, literally across the parking lot, so you can imagine that this is their biggest few days of the entire year. Think about it:  we are runners and it is Subway.
Ever since I started running in high school, this has been my overarching, go-to scripture. It sums up all I want to do with my ability. It was also so fitting for my very last race. I was so ready to finish..in multiple ways. 
"However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, but only that I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me--the task of testifying to the good news of God's grace."  Acts 20:24
And that is my story. Grace. I've had some really great races and been given some huge honors and attention. I had potential to be a national contender. I made mistakes and I learned lessons. I won races when I probably shouldn't have and I lost when I should've won. But I've learned. All in all, God doesn't care what place we got; He cares if we are using what He puts in our lives. 
When you waste what He gives or try to take credit yourself, He humbles you. When you are humble, you see more light. It's simple. Yet we try to make things so complicated. I didn't reach all my dreams in my high school career, but I am thankful. I have a testimony of how God carried me through so much. I just can't stop talking about it!  I have failed a lot, but I have come so far in my faith the past few years, I can "boast in my weaknesses, because when I am weak, then I am strong" (2 Corinthians 12:9). I just can't stop talking about how He has worked in my life!  (Acts 4:20)
So I'm sorry if I get on your nerves, but it is just SO COMPELLING (2 Corinthians 5:14). Even if it doesn't reach you, it might reach someone.
First event is the 4x800!  It was a hot, humid, beautiful day to race!  I was so happy for my fellow seniors to get out there one last time!  Also happy that they were first and then we're done. Lucky them.
GO KATLYN. My best friend since kindergarten making her final laps of her high school career.
It's a little awful having basically the last event and waiting all day long.  The sun had gone down, but it was still so hot and humid.  I had been nervous and excited all day, but my legs felt swollen all day.  Sometimes that happens, just unexplained and random.  Time passed so quickly, though!  I began to feel better and better as the race time approached.  My nerves were a little crazy, too, making me super hungry!  I was so happy to get to talk to one of my best running friends from a competing school, Lydia, who I have mentioned before.  Before heading out to the track, I asked if we could circle up and pray.  Everyone was so excited, and it felt so good to get some extra peace.


My friend from Knox West, Megan Murray, lead from the very start, but I led the next pack most of the race.  Closer to the end, a couple others passed me, but I held on to fourth place!  It wasn't my best, race, but it felt relatively good and was so much fun!  I kept feeling better and better and finished fast!  I got all state, which was my goal.  It was such a relief to finally finish my high school career!  A wave of joy rushed over me as I crossed the line.  Lydia was behind me, and we gave each other a huge hug and were so happy for each other.  We knew how ready we both were to be looking forward to the next big step in college and a summer of fun before that.
It was a pleasant surprise to see our school's old athletic director, Mr. Reed, there, too!  I had forgotten that he is on the state board, so he gets to be kind of in charge at all the big high school sports events.
These are some speedy youngsters!  They're not in my division, but I enjoyed getting to watch them throughout XC and track. Niki is just a freshman, but is already doing so well!  Niamh is a junior and I believe will be a national contender next season. Watch out for her!  I'm also thankful for their friendship and encouragement, as well as joining me on cool downs!
Surprise bucket list check!  I really didn't care what we did after the race because I was just so happy and relieved, actually kinda craving Cracker Barrel or Chili's, but I hopped in the Yukon and Mom says, "Hey, that Culver's place is less than two miles from here. Wanna go?" So there we went!  It was pretty good, but I don't think I'll go back. But I got the experience and that's what I wanted!  I actually think mom and dad enjoyed it more than I did!  See, sometimes I have really good ideas!  It was not at all expensive, was quick and fresh, and I got a tasty, big dessert without spending much either. Culver's is custard instead of my usual preferences, but I got chocolate and vanilla swirled with Heath, Kit Kat, and butterfinger!

Ever since we somehow got to stay in the Embassy Suites my sophomore year at state, my mom fell in love...mostly with the breakfast bar, but if you could experience it, you probably would too. It's one of those huge ones with fruit, oatmeal, toppings, biscuits, gravy, potatoes, cereal, toasts, pastries, scrambled eggs, yogurt, granola, waffles, any drink you could think to go with breakfast AND a made to order bar with ore pancakes, sausage, bacon, ham, and huge omelettes!  Even better?  It's no extra charge. So since that first year, that's where mom booked their hotel no matter where anyone else stayed. Lucky for me, being the basically last event, there's no way we were driving home that night, so I got to stay there for a night too!
It's become a bit of a family thing that we have dessert in hotels before bed while watching tv, usually Big Bang Theory or basketball. This night was no exception.
The next morning, I was so uplifted yet again by God showing me assurance!  The verse of the day was he verse I had written the day before!  Moments like these are what fill me with joy and light me on fire for the Lord.  He never fails to give me His assurance.
So here's the continental line

It is a bittersweet time when one season ends.  It's good to know that the pressure of competition is gone for a while, but at the same time the anticipation to move to the next phase of training gets me chomping at the bit.  However, we have to embrace our rest times, as I have learned the hard way.  There are so many other things that we can do when we take a little break from such intensity.  Then when the time comes, we can go full force with a refreshed mind and body.  The time will pass much faster than expected anyways.
To help myself get some mental peace with the next week or so, I brought back some restful scriptures.
"For anyone who enters into God's rest also rests from his own work, just as God did from His.  Let us, therefore make every effort to enter that rest so that no one will fall by following their example of disobedience."  Hebrews 4:10-11
We must never forget that God rested after His work!  After creation of the earth, God rested.  When we go to God completely, He will totally give us peace and rest, but we can't hang on to our own habits.  Going to Him takes us away from the stress of the world.

My plate!  So delicious!  This was the first hotel where I had seen coconut on the oatmeal/grits toppings, so I had to get some of that.
These chefs are good. They don't write a thing down, cook for about 6 people at one time, and get them exactly right every time.


The plans for the day were to get in some great shopping!  This area is full of outlets and shopping centers everywhere you go!  And I mean everywhere!  Of course we had to go to Dick's Sporting Goods.
 
After we finished shopping, we drove into Nashville where we had plans to meet up with my admissions counselor from school, Vanessa Medina, who wanted to have dinner with us!  Nothing official, but a great chance to meet someone I had and would continue to be dealing with with Lipscomb stuff. We had a great meal at one of our and all of Nashville's favorites, Martin's Bar-B-Que Joint!  Over the meal we talked about everything from fun, family, friends, to sports and school. The real thing will be here before we know it!
Last stop before going back to the real world of Morristown was an ice cream shop that is known as one of the best chains in America. There are just a few around, but there are two in Nashville!  Jeni's is fancy and pricy, but it's a great experience!  Just listen to the names of the flavors I tried if you need a little more proof:  Savannah Buttermint, Brown Butter Almond Brittle, Pistachio & Honey, Intelligenstia Black Cat Espresso, and Salty Caramel.  My next visit will be in the fall when they get in the seasonal flavors, then again once in the winter for those..saving money just for one experience each.

Before I wrap this up, I want to brag on a couple teammates.  They are both sprinters, and great ones at that!  I was so proud to see them perform so well at state this year, especially being so young.  Keyon will be a senior and Jade a junior, both already looking at college options.  Keyon is also an outstanding football player, so that helps his opportunities, as well.  This summer, they chose to go to Australia to compete in the Down Under games, where they both did very well!  What an experience that would be to compete and vacation at the same time.  More than their athletic abilities, I respect their expression of faith for the Lord.  If you would like to read an article about them, their trip, and their faith, our newspaper did a feature on Jade and Keyon!
Long story short, this is life as God intends. Not that we triumph and always succeed and have happiness and everything easy and goes our way, but that we take whatever He gives us and use it to show others His love and glory.